I'm starting to get to that point, definitely. I am getting a little antsy around here. I think it's a combination of missing the summer and not having substantial regularly planned activities (Bible study is fun, ladies, but I need a bit more socialization each week. That's all I'm sayin'.) and missing the variety of the summer.
Sidenote -- May I just point out how many times I say "I think it's a combination of..." in my posts? Um, do I analyze myself too much?
So anyway, I'm sitting in my apartment again, wishing that I had people to hang out with who didn't have families or boyfriends (or girlfriends) or long-distance apartments. It's a lonely night once again. And no, I wouldn't trade my roommate-less-ness for anything; it sure can get depressing sometimes, though.
Don't worry, I'm not really depressed, and I'm not even all that lonely. Maybe I just miss being popular. And being able to make assorted daily lunch dates at any time with anyone. And I miss my dear girlfriends who aren't around me anymore and my sweet guyfriends who always made me feel better about myself. And I miss being able to go to places, all within walking distance, that were overflowing with beauty and culture.
Maybe going to Chapel Hill this weekend was not a good idea.
Psh, I take that back. That cooking class and hang-out session with my mom were TOTALLY worth it. :)
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