Mmmm I'm sad.

I'm home. It's very very nice to be home. I like having a bed that has super-squishy foam on it again. But the deal is, I miss my Hillians. I didn't think I would miss everyone this quickly, but I definitely definitely do. To tell you the truth, I missed them pretty much when I realized they were gone from Chapel Hill. I had the very last exam, so basically everyone except Stuart left before I did. And that's only because he's an RA and he needs to check everyone's rooms to make sure they aren't fire hazards and stuff. So I have missed people for a moderate while now. I miss being able to watch movies at any time and being able to find someone who wants to watch them with me. I can always always find someone to watch a movie with me, and now I have to go get a movie and call somebody and they have to come over and stuff. I wish I could just grab a movie from one of the happy rooms on my hall, since we share movies all the time, and find somebody who wants to watch it. Darn.

I also miss our late-night sweet suite escapades. The other day Jennica and I acted drunk when we really weren't. We went nextdoor, and they totally thought that we'd gotten drunk on cheap Mexican beer. It was great! We also put on clay masks at some point and harassed the guys nextdoor, then made music videos. The other night we had a pillowfight with Clay and one of the pillows broke, getting the little foam balls all over the room. I still find them in my clothes and stuff even though I'm miles away and days later. We think the whole world is going to be covered with the balls from our pillow. They are everywhere, and we totally can't get rid of them. We've tried everything, too, like beating the pillows and blankets, vaccuuming, picking them up one by one, and whatever else. Nothing works.

I miss my Alpine guys. I haven't seen the older one in a week or two, but I have seen the younger one. I was sad, I am sad, because I didn't get to say goodbye to him. I wanted to wish him a Merry Christmas and say that I hoped to see him after break. I didn't drop by there after my exam, though, because I was afraid that I wouldn't have enough time to pack before Andrew was ready. So I'm very sad about that. I miss my Alpine friend. I hope he knows I'm wishing him a Merry Christmas even though I couldn't personally. Mm. Oh well. When I get back I'll tell him that I'm sorry I couldn't catch him. This is the same guy who thought I couldn't understand him because of his accent the other day. He's so good to me. I miss him.

I miss Jennica, too. I miss our squirrel's nest time. I am going to be so bored without someone to talk to and scheme with continually. I won't know what to do with myself. My friends will probably go crazy, too, because they likely won't understand my changed humor. Jennica and I both think things are so so funny, then go home and show them to everyone. To our chagrin, they don't often find it as humorous as we do. So it's a relief sometimes to go back to the Hill and laugh at the same things again.

About 20 days. I'm going to enjoy my time home, no matter how it sounds here. I'm ready for sleeeeeeeeeeep.